Four years ago I read a book (apologies to the author, I've forgotten which book it was - it's on one of my bookshelves in Sydney) which introduced the concept of the 'entrepeneurial pendulum' in the foreword.
It has since become one of my favourite reference devices for one's own personal moods.
The idea is that entrepreneur's mind is a pendulum that swings between two states - ? and ! - but most of the time they're at one of the two extremes.
Thoughts run through your head along the general lines of "Oh my god - we're fucked.", "We're going to get crushed.", "Why the hell did I decide to start on this crazy idea?", "We're going to be bankrupt.".
You lose a deal, your competitor release a product, something goes wrong, someone leaves your fledgling enterprise.
Fear, paranoia and uncertainty take hold.
You're going to change the world, crush the opposition, release a world beating product, become a billion dollar enterprise and do it all, in style, with one hand behind your back.
You win a big deal, a customer raves about your product, you connect the dots and suddenly 'see' the way. You can do anything.
Inspiration, self-confidence and complete fired-up-ness are the order of the day.
In all, I think the pendulum is healthy as long as you're aware of it and you know how to channel it.
The speed at which you vacillate between the extremes can be truly scary at times. On Thursday at "Web 2.0" I think I went from ! to ? and back again within a matter of hours. In my mind our company went from world beater to the technology scrap heap and back again in the space of one day. If you're not aware of it, the swings can drive you crazy.
Simply put - if you spend more time operating at the ! end of the pendulum, you have far more chance of success.
So how does one do that?
In short - always be aware of your current position, and learn how to shift back to ! when the ? is looming.
Here are a few of my techniques when you need to get yourself back to ?:
I don't know if this is exclusive to entrepreneurs. I observe this on a weekly basis, and I wouldn't call myself one.
Either that or I am manic depressive (I know, shouldn't make jokes about serious medical conditions).
I will now put a "?" or a "!" in my calendar and see if I spot a pattern ;)
Thanks, I needed that!
Isn't it ironic that as CEO's we always paint a picture of confidence. :)
Having smart people, that you can trust, and that are as committed as you is invaluable.
So ... you're saying that entrepreneurs are manic-depressive?